Can't you see the pattern, we've been together forever, we've had ourfights, but this one just separated us for good .. we kept on coming togetheragain, never knowing that we would. Asking questions why this happened,How we got here ? Why we are here, but we all know the answers to that.It's because were true friends .. the ones that have never gave up on each otherbecause thats who we are. Were crazy, were loud, were weird but best of all ..Were best friends.


It hurts so much, but the girl still holds in her tears because she knows that everyone around her will still judge even if she tells them the truth about her.But that's life, you can't get your way all the time. And sometimes you just needto let go of everything and give something else a shot, and see how it turns outin the end.


We can be pretty intense, but no one has stopped us before, and i'm not about to giveup now, cause this is what real friends do; GO CRAZY, who else cares, it's our liveswere living, not yours.


because for some reason, i don't need you to tell me your leaving.Because, i'm pretty sure i know when your leaving, and when your not.But i hope that it wont come to the point when i have to face the factsthat your gone, gone for good.


You said you would never leave, why is that so hard to believe.The lies you've told have brought me this far, and i can't believei fell for them all. This relationship was a joke, and i mean it no matter what. It started off like a fairy tail, but ended like a nightmare. But it's funny, because the things you think love you, alwaysleave you; and when the things you hate, stay.It's something called karma, and i can't get away from it.


Can we call it truths, get this done and over with ?Cause i'm sick and tired of running everytime something happens.Or having my heartbeat everytime i here your name ..It's just not right, it's not right anymore.


And it's been over a year, and it still feels like yesterday we met.Sharing everything with you tomorrow, but staring into your eyes yesterday.I can't believe we got this far, i've never looked back until now, and for some reason ... i think it's time that i give up ..


Life isn't something to cry about, because. It's just life, whats the worst that can happen? Exactly, you don't know. neither will you ever know, because, youwont live to experience everything, No one ever has. But, that's just life,don't take it out on your self, when your the one thats going to suffer theconsequences.

And its like everything else around you, its pointless.Don't expect it to listen, cause they're all the same.

Do you really expect me to leave you for friends that have been there for me through the good and bad,no. i didn't think so, cause unlike you.They have a meening and they have a place and rolein my life .. and you. Your just that managerthat's trying to take over.


And no matter how much i miss you, i've gotta promise my self to never give up, and still moveon in life, becuase it's not about giving up,it's still worth everything fighting for and everythingi've done so far has been a risk, and theres morerisks i'm about to take, because that's life.You gotta live it, but more likely you have tolearn about life .. how else will you know whento take a risk or not, my point. Life isn'tthrown at you in one package, it'll come day by day, with a different task on your hands.


Sometimes, you have to reach for what you want,because most of the time, its not just goingto come to you ..thats life.get use to it.


&& Never in a life time is there a reason to let go of what has kept you hanging on all along.Because one day when you turn around and think it's been waiting for you ..It's going to be gone, because not everyone waits around forever,You say forever, and i say never.

And baby, i'm just another screw up that's been beat till she was 16.Yeah, i look like a chick thats been spolied till her heart exploded.But really, i'm just like all the other drugged up teenages.beat and careless.

And you know looking back on the days where we use to share everything.Share everything but a little kiss, because whenever you tried kissing me i'd run away .. those were the days.Days that we can't relive even if we wanted to.