whew, la pasok ngayun, haay, nakakaboring. ugh. tapos nakakamiss. double ugh. >.< haynaku, sige, ang post na ito ay para kay neutron [3YiiR^^] kasi, naalala ko lang yung kabaetan nya. tapos iniisnab ko lang siya nun, triple ugh. then ngayun, crush ko na siya.sheessh mhen. ambait nya talaga. ako lang yung may topak, hindi ko napapansin mga ginagawa niya. naguiguilty tuloy ako. buti nga, tinulungan niya kami nung last friday, narealize ko na andsami na niyang nagawang kabutihan sakin tapos la akong isinusukli saknya. grrr. i hate myself. haynku, absta, crush ko siya. nyemas, naala ko nanaman siya. waaaaa:x sana utusan ako ni mam canlas bukas. waaaaaa. para makita ko ulit siya. takte. tapos, sana tulungan niya ulit ako. wahahaha. aynaku. kinikilig nanaman tuloy acu.sino ba namang hindi kikiligin?? O____________o nagiimagine na nga ako, na sana sumama siya sa feildtrip sa january tapos magkapareho kaming bus. osya,, diba? hahaha. walang imposible. :pp ok. masyado nama siguro akong ambishosa. ahahaXDD naku, speaking of that feildtrip, nakakaexcite!! yiiiih!! grabe, d nga. naeexcite ako. kaso, sana payagan si innah na sumama sa feild trip namen. kahit, parang imposible pero db nga?? walang imposible? at saka lilibre ko naman siya eh, kaya sana payagan siyaaaaaa. kesa aman sa ako lang magisa nun, o.pness ako nun. ugh, depende nalng kung close na close na kami ni neutron nun at magkasama kaming bus edi jackpot! wuhu!! hahaXD kaso hindi pwed yun kasi sophomore akk tapos junior sya, ang ownga pala, nakalimutan ko yung moral code :"walang imposible" haha:pp tapos, may nakita akong isang short love story, sheeeeesh. nagulat at napaiyak ako sa ending ng story, parang naawa ako dun sa guy, ang sama nung girl!! sobra!! ang swerte niya nga kasi may nadakot siyang guy na ganun. amf, kung ako lng yung girl!! talagang talaga!!! kasi ganito yan, eto yung story::

*"There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..... "Just take care of my eyes dear." i'll always love you forever.."

odb?ang bad nung girl??? masyado siyang choosy pero yung shota niya hindi siya tinignan sa panlabas na anyo, tapos tignan mo, yung syota na pa yung nagsakripisyo ng sriling paningin para sa babae db?db??? got my point?? ang pait ng ugali ng girl!! sarap sapakin.siriously dude, hindi siya marunong pumili kung sino tlga ang dpt mahalin. haynaku, nahi-hig tuloy ako. lecheng babae yan. oxa, anyways, ayun, may pasok na bukas!!! salamat naman! makikita ko na ulit si neutron, ay teka, madami [as in sobraaaaaaaaaaaaang damiiiiiii] ko palang assignments. hala, sige magawa na nga. hahaha nag ca-cram pa naman ako lagi, ay! sa math may assignents pla kme. ugh, darn math!! nakakainis. bad3p, sana tuesday naaa. ay, tandaan ko pala na wag umasang tutulungan ulit ako ni neutron, ksi ung mga unexpected, un ung nangyayari. oha?? hahaXD cge, TTYL blog:)
ok. masyadong mabilis ang mga pangyayari para sakin. as in, super bilis. parag kani-kanina lang tapos wala na ngayon. parang kidlat. haynaku. ang ewan nga din ng mga pangyayari eh. bakit kaya ganun? yung mga inaasahan mong maangyari yun and di nangyayari at yung mga di mo inaasahang mangyari, yung ang nangyayari. ok, weird right? pero, totoo yan. based on my own expirience. swear!! cross my heart and hope to die. LOLROFLMAO:) well, una, sadly and suprisingly, hindi ko na crush si 3rd yiir. haha. ok what now? lols. well, pinalitan sya ni 4th yir [kerro-chan it is;)] well. tae, i think sasabog ako tuwing nakikita ko sya. every good adjectives describe him. angelic face,maputi,matangkad,hindi sya PASAWAY,mabait,tahimik lang,humble,mas maraming kaibigan na lalaki kesa babae&;cute mag smile. osee? wholesome sya. san kp? harhar. siriously dude, i think i like him talga. men, nung one time [ok, ayan nanaman ako.LOL] paalis na kqmi sa room namin, so sila naman dun [exchange rooms kasi kami sa science. i know right? oyeeeaaXDD] and then, nung paalis na ako, papunta ako sa TLE room namin which is just a meter away from our science room. then nung naglalakad ako sa harapan nya [nakaupo kasi sya sa bench] syempre, tinitignan ko sya, hindi lang pahalata. LOL. ok, what can i say?XD and then hindi sya tumitingin sakin, ok, so what? dumerecho na lang ako. then nung nasa labas na ako ng TLE room namin, i peeked over our science room kung andun pa sya sa labas, then pagtingin ko, nakatingin din sya sa TLE room, parang may hinahanap? ok, i know you think what im thinking and i know that you think that im such a feeler. but who the hell cares? every girls would love to think/dream that her crush crushes her back. rightie girls? hahXD whew. then there i am, kinikilig na sobra. haha. lol. and then, there's this time. [it's not about kerro chan tho, mind you] our teacher in science gave me a task, ayun ay ilagay ang mga laboratory tools sa orchids 6 which is her room talaga. meaning, kung saan kami nag aaral ng biology, hidi sa kanaya yun, sa ibang teacher yun, nakikigamit lang si madam. ok, so, uhm. there, dalawa kaming magkaklasng nautusan [me&;erika danting] then ung lo-lock nanamin ung room, peste. darno. ayaw masara ung pinaka handle ng gate. masikip kasi, 'cuz bagong pintura lang siya. and then talaga tulo laway at pawis na kami ni erika, so naghanaphanap ako ng lalaking mukhang gentlema, eh parang wala, mukhang mga tamad mga lalaki dun, then i saw my ex crush's [3rdyiir] friend. geez. OMG. then i said "kuya, patulong" [lols. kua? haha] then he smiled and helped us, tho he was kinda strugling too. haha. but anyways, nasara nya ung pinaka hawakan and na-lock namin ung gate.. so mission accomplish. haha. and bcuz of that, crush ko na din yung kaibigan ng ex rush ko. omg, dati tinatapon at iniisnab ko lang sya. and then ngayon? darno. ang sama ko talaga. haha, i owe him a big thanks and maybe repay him by giving him a cheerfull smile. ohgee, sana maging close ko sya. ok, here i go again, i wont stammer again. ok. promise. gaaah!! im inlab♥ eeek. idk but i kinda get jiggly inside when i see these two men. gosh. lke what the heck, im supposed to concentrate on my studies not on boys. sheesh. hahaha. but i am concentrating. right. hahah. that's t for today flks glad ive told you this.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = milkk<':
2. last phone call = fatherr:))
3. last text message = NONE*
4. last song you listened to = you belong with me-taylor swift <33
5. last time you cried = can't recall n________n
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = NEVER.pfft;
7. been cheated on = never.XDD
8. kissed someone and regretted it = Nope.
9. lost someone special = uhh,no:DD
10. been depressed = Many times.
11. been drunk and threw up = Never.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. gray
13. yellow
14. light green
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = YEP:P
16. Fallen out of love = you can say that again.pffft:/
17. Laughed until you cried = can't forget those times. LOLXDD
18. Met someone who changed you = uhhh.idthink so?
19. Found out who your true friends were = YESSSH:)
20. Found out someone was talking about you = uhuh @_______@
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list = nope.
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = i dont have a fesbuk. okey?
24. Do you have any pets = nope. im not that animal-lover typo 3X
25. Do you want to change your name = sometimes yes,, sometimes no. RANDUUUMM!!
26. What did you do for your last birthday = honestly,.. i can't recall. ROFL:DDX
27. What time did you wake up today = 6:00. daang. i know, early right?;))
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = probably sleeping&;dreaming.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = MONEY,MONEY&;MONEYYYY @___@
30. Last time you saw your Mother = just a secund ago;))
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = my past mistakes:((
32. What are you listening to right now = in the way-NEYO♥
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Scott = scott? nah, wlang scott sa pinas. HORRHORR:xdd
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = the rain. makes me remind of something ://
35. Most visited webpage = YAHOO,YOUTUBE,FS,FSTALK:']']
ABOUT YOU:
37. Nicknames = jhen,siomai,jhe&;HOY:XDD
38. Relationship Status = single.. BUT NOT AVAILABLE.SARRY GUYS *evil lafff
9. Zodiac sign = scorpio;))
40. Male or female? = obviously a girl right?:D
41. Elementary? = CIYFCA.lalabb it♥.♥
42. Highschool = CIYFCA-pershirPHS-sekongyirr:L
43. College = still in HS.
44. Hair colour = reddishbrownish blackko.0
45. Long or short = long:oO
46. Height = idk. 'yikes! whahaXDD
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = me? puh-leaseee. i do, and aLOT of it:XX
48. What do you like about yourself? = myself. wahahaXD-make sense?LAWL:]]
49. Piercings = none.
50. Tattoos = none.grosss.
51. Righty or lefty = Righty, baby!
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery = Never.
53. First piercing = Ears.
54. First best friend = ca't recall. wahhaXDD
55. First sport you joined = icr:DD
56. First vacation = icr*
58. First pair of trainers = Trainers? WTH's trainers? O__o
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = cheff angelo's popcorn. YUMMMM:LL
60. Drinking = icedTEA:A
61. I'm about to = farrt. wahahahaXDD
62. Listening to = one of neyo's songs<;"
63. Waiting on = IDK, lol.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = Yeah, someday.
65. Get Married? = sooonn.
66. Career? = DEFINITELY.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes = Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller = Taller.
70. Older or Younger = Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Stomach.
73. Sensitive or loud = Loud, baby!
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Trouble maker:DD
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger = Never, wtf.
77. Drank hard liquor = Once.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = nope.
79. Sex on first date = siriously dude? @__________@
80. Broken someone's heart = I don't know.
81. Had your own heart broken = Pfft, yeah.
82. Been arrested = nah.neverr.
83. Turned someone down = I'm pretty evil so yeah.
84. Cried when someone died = Who doesn't?
85. Fallen for a friend? = not yet. hahahaXDD
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = YES!
87. Miracles = Uhuh.
88. Love at first sight = Uhuh.
89. Heaven = yess.
90. Santa Claus = NOPE:P
91. Kiss on the first date = ?:/
92. Angels = Yes, because I am one. LOL!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Never.
95. Did you sing today? = i always SING. mark that;)))
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = hell NO?!!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = my CIYFCA YEARS:(
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = IDK, lol.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = No. Kfine, sometimes. :b
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = i guess so. dang, it's soo looooooooong ya'know?:))