"baby i can't forget you."
omg. i miss him. no, not neutron nor that ssc guy, siriously, i missed the guy i used to love and care about. the one who's living miles and miles away from me. yes, it's the guy i have ever loved since my childhood. it's him. i can't stop thinking about him. is he alright? is he happy now? gosh. im longing for that cute smile of him. i love him dearly, but i can't seem to face the fact that, maybe, he already forgotten everything about me. maybe, he doesn't love me anymore. it's really hard y'know? i mean, pretending youre ok and your contented about that cute guy, just to erase the sad truth that i am, patethic. no, not really patethic. i am patethic when it comes in love. yeaa right i have tons of crushes but that's just nothing. there's already someone in my heart. locked up. ugh.tugsh.kapow!! maybe it's time to move on or forget him, but, how? everytime i see stars at night i remember him. oh dear. *sighs*. 'nuff said, im not going to let one guy spoil my happiness. ok, im fine, im cool im FINE. oh, i dont know what to blog. my brain is totally empty. and.. it's silent in here. all i can here is the keyboard whenever im typing and my noisy mouth whenever im chewing [im eating my dinner atm]. ugh. empty. what will i blog? ugh.pfft. taht's all for today. nothing special. :'> kbye