*sighs* i miss him. geez. i dont know what to do. i mean, it's been 3 days and i still haven't seen his calm and gentle face. how can i stand 2 more quarters this schoolyear? in our first grading, we study agriculture in mahoganny building which is close to the orchids bulding, but now, we are in sunflower bldng which is way,way far from orchids. if ever my crush is late in their science, how can i look at him? after our science we have to go staright to the sunflower building, ugh! if you dont get what i mean, then, never mind:/ tsk. i dont like it. no, this ain't cool. i want to see him!! i can afford going to school without seeing neutron, but without seeing that 4thyear guy?? NO WAY. man! what will i do? i badly want to see him again. i can't go on and on like this. ugh. why is this like this?? my relationship with my bestfriends are going smoothly (except for the fact that me&innah have't talked yet, gosh, i wonder what happened to that girl. i miss you parz!) and my sip-sipping action with my math tteacher is going smoothly too, but why is it when things that you worried about are ok now, then suddenly, the one you loved had been missing. i bet you didnt get my point. ugh. i dont care, i just, i just want to express and scream my feelings. this is ridiculous, i dont know. ugh! np:in the way by ne-yo
call me over reacting or drama queen but i dont care! uggghhh!! pfffttt!! ok, change topic. *sighs*
this morning, i've attended our youth's thursday devotion. im kinda happy ive attended it for i have met new friends and i have met this funny guy, really funny. he always crack jokes and never fails to make me smile and laugh out loud. oh gosh, i love that guy. hahaha:)) and then, i saw jhed, and we talked and talked, then there's jedrich, ugh, that guy is so makapal but really funny and i love the way i make bara-bara him and he'll just say that im hurting his feelings, but it;s just a joke. hahaha:) and then there's josephine, she really funny to be with. hahaha, even tho i woke up arly this morning, i didn;t regretted it tho. im happy, atleast meeting new friends and reuniting with some old ones made me smile and laugh out loud. i thank God that i have them. oh, and im really touched whenever i hear the song white horse by taylor swift. gosh, makes me remininsce the moments i have had with my crushes. lol. im such a retard. but that's what makes me beautifull;) and, sheessh. yesterday, i quickly opened my friendster account then when i looked at it, i had no friend, yes! no nothing!! i was really creeped out and pissed for i thought that someone hacked my fs account, but when i opened it just now, my 617 friends appeared. weird, but atleast i have had a sigh of relief. whew! hahaha:) i had a shock there for a moment. siriously, hahahaha. anyways, that's all for today. hope i'll see him on monday. oh i wish!♥