gosh. idk what to say right now. basta, nalulungkot at nalilito ako. it's about my new school. ewan. nakakalito. minsan, masaya at nakaka enjoy, minsan malungkot at nakakapagod. ngayon? SUPER KALUNGKOT. lagi naman akong nagiisa. i mean, ugh. gusto ko nang umiyaakkk. dang. well, may kasama naman ako, 6 pa nga kami ea, kaso, O.P naman ako, so what's the point? shyot. namimiss ko sila innah,cj renren at mark. kung alam nyo lang feling ko. grbe. naiiyak talaga ako na hindi. ay, anggulo ko. nalilito din ako kung, nireregret ko bang matransfer s PHS o hindi. ugh.CRAP. ang hirap iexplain.. kung anjan lang mga friends ko, kahit hindi nila ako maintindihan, sure ako, ready silang makinig sakin at mapapatawa nila ako. MISS KO NA TALAGA SILA.as in. nakakaiyak mga pangyayari this week. pagod na ko. ayoko na...ata. hindi naman ako pwede bumalik sa ciyfca. HINDI GANUN KA SIMPLE AT KADALI.. mali ba yung desisyon kong lumipat ng school? teka, desisyon ko nga ba to? ugghh. ang hirap. sige, magsu-survive ako sa PHS, basta.. magkaruon sana ako ng bestfriend. yung kasama, yung handang makinig sakin. yung parang sila innah:( tapos, nung bumisita ako sa ciyfca, grbe, namiss ko talaga sila. isa pa, sa sobrang pagkamiss ko kay mark, talagang nasabi ko saknya yun. na miss ko talaga sya, den.. niyakap nya ko, 2 beses, ang sarap ng pakiramdam.. atleast, nung time na yun, sumaya ako.kahit panandalian lang. wish ko lang, sana.. magkita kami nila innah at mark sa sunday. para naman, nakikita ko sila. ugh. IMTHEM. eto read my latest confession in ftalk.

i confess.i miss alot of ppl.here in fstalk,in fs, in my old school, in myprovince etc.etc idk.i just feel like crying right now.siriously.. idkwhy.im really complicated.it's bcoz of my new school.ugh at first, i thot, it's ok na..but, right now, i feel like an outcast.i mean, im always alone well, they samahan me naman,but. im O.P so even if i have some peeps beside me.whats the point anyway?i still feel lonely.GAWD.FVCK.i miss them,i miss her, i miss him.kill me now. ugh.ugh.grrr idk what to do.idk if transfering to another school is a big regret for me or not.do you understand? no you dont? nvm. crapppppp!!! I MISS HIM.REALLY.REALLLLYY like, badly as in i want to cry right now.i want to feel his hug again. dang and then, i know..whenever i told him/them that i miss him/them they just say:i told you so. and then, that makes me feel more guilty of transfering to another school. ugggghhh!! rly.just stab me. siriously, no one can understand what i feel right now.i just wish, someone is right there ready to listen to me even thoi can't elaborate my problem that clearly.i just...NVM..

--added:i watched katrina halili&hayden kho's scandal lately.not just the dancing thingy.. THE WHOLE VID.and i was like @.@
anyways.. that's ol/